Poignant Christmas

I don’t know how to start this because to be honest my last funned memory of Yuletide season was last 1999. It’s fun seeing kids running around chasing their god mom and dad, hearing from the news, family having their quality time together going out in the mall, chilling out in a park or somewhere, but remember in this season and for the rest of the next whole year it’s all about love and harmony. And one thing I always wanting to have is those two, and nothing not even a pan in the shoulder or a favorite toy or food can ever satisfy a man’s urge to feel that strong bond of love and peace.

I never had regrets on things that came in my life. To be exact I’ve learned a lot in my mistakes and short comings. But as 10 years pass I only have on single wish for Christmas that is everything would change on the way God wanted it to be and that I may experience what does family and unity really feels like. Until that season come losing the faith is not an option, losing my trust in Him isn’t the way or trusting in my own understanding is not the solution but in prayer and faith that one day it won’t be a poignant Christmas and from that point onwards, may it be Christmas season or not, it will never be.

Poetry or Music you decide

its been a while since i made a poem but it seems like a song to me. this composition was inspired with Hillsong's Oceans will part. For the music itself you can listen to it over youtube.com

here goes nothing hahaha

Works of Your Hands

When my heart has grown old

Even lovers can’t unfold

What You revealed in my life

With the works of Your Hands

When tears in my eyes will fall

Even laughter can’t halt

But only Your words can stop

With the works of Your hands

When short comings separates me

Even good works can’t see

But Your forgiveness in me

Showed me the works of Your hands

When my life has gone passed

Regretting it won’t last

But You give change in my life

With the works of Your hands

Failing will part we will come

Just a whisper of your call

Faith will grow wonders show

with the works of Your hands

All I wish for Christmas is…

For the past few days I am reading Chinkee Tan’s For Richer and For Poorer and I must say I’m so blessed and honored to attend one of his seminars last week and by devoting my self on reading his book one thing surely hits me. I want to read more books and get the BIG IDEA and apply it in my life.

I realized the past few days why oh why I didn’t made it a habit to read books before. But as everyone says it “regrets are always in the end of a life journey” but hey it’s not yet the end. We can change our future by doing what is right today. So instead of my collection of model kits I would invest on things that will benefit my mind. And as I was walking by in a mall yesterday, a book for Ziglar caught my attention entitled secrets of closing the sale and few books by Francis Kong.

When investing to something, you would take time to wait for it to grow and bare fruit. And as you wait for it patiently, truly you would reap something you will never expect to be. That’s how are dad did it and it work pretty well so far. So what you sow is what you will reap. remember sow good reap good sow bad reap bad. the issue is always the choice. so choose very carefully.